((A WIP Self-RP Account))
"H-Hi.. My name's Marci and- uhm.. I hear these-- voices.. In my head.. Nobody will listen to me when I say that they exist.. They think I'm crazy.. B-But I'm not... They- They try to take control of my body a lot... One is really nice-- maybe too nice.. And the other is- is psychotic... I fear for my own life now, growing paranoid about everything around me.."
Appearance:
Her main outfit is a bright red tee, a torn and faded jacket, knee-high boots, fingerless gloves, and a short, ash-colored skirt. She's very pale and has scars on her wrists and neck. She has hair as black as midnight on a new moon with a bright red streak on the left side. She wears a leather choker around her neck to cover up a few scars.
Personality: Marci, a young woman, was born with bipolar disorder and later diagnosed with schizophrenia. She hasn't had any friends up until she was 12, but even then she was losing her friends to suicide, or they thought she was a freak, or worse things. She lost her mother at a young age, and her father is an abusive alcoholic. She has an older brother, a twin sister, and a half-sister, whom she all loves them dearly. Even if she hates her father for beating on her and her loved ones, she doesn't want to hurt him. She suffers from depression and trauma. She finds herself to be "sane" and likes to babysit children. She tends to be a pyrotechnic at points and lights things up often. Marci is shy to tell who she "like" likes, but she gets flustered around him.
Her mortal enemies are both Icram and the innocent Marci, because they both cause damage to her body when fighting. She doesn't want to join either side, because she just wants to be both a little insane but innocent to not harm anyone at the same time. It's what makes her Marci.
Her weapons are mainly her fists (with the additional brass knuckles hidden safely under her gloves) and her cunning mind. She doesn't dare use knives or guns unless she really needs to.
The other voices in her head are both her innocence and insanity fighting for control of leading her to their paths. However, people pass her off as having hysteria, or even multiple personality disorder, seeing as of how she doesn't have many friends, and has trust issues with both socializing and her own family. Though, the voices sometimes take control- but only for a short amount of time. The fighting inside Marci has also given her amnesia. She remembers a few people, but for others it takes a while to remember.
There are three different versions of Marci trying to take control: the normal Marci, the innocent Marci named JOcelynn, and the insane Marci by the name of Icram (pronounced ìss-ram- Marci backwards).
When Marci is talking, it will look like this.
When Jocelynn is talking, it will be this.
And Icram's will look like this when talking.
When they all think, it will look like
this for Marci,
this for Jocelynn, and
this for Icram.